Thursday, August 7, 2008

Every thing I'm about to say is true . Whether you believe it or not is your problem .
I used to like faith before IPW . During IPW , I was in kim kim 's group so we got to talk a lot . During that duration , I started to have feelings for kim kim . After that , we got to sit near each other for almost all classes . Math - beside me , Science - in front of me , History - in front of me , D&T - near me ...... by then , I started liking kim kim . But along the way , we had complications and fights but we always found a way to overcome them . Then , a few days ago , you say that you were not going to talk to me anymore and I don't know why . In school , you also never talk to me , so I thought you were really serious and it was over but I did not believe it .
Today when I logged on my MSN , I saw your msg saying that you have stead already and that you don't like me . I really believed you and seriously I thought that it was over for real . After that , I did the most stupidest thing ever ! I said that I liked faith again but I really don't . I don't have anymore feelings for her , only for kim kim . Then after kim kim saw the pm , she said that she loved me and that she did not have a stead . She said that she was very hurt . I felt so guilty .
By right , I love kim kim too . But she was so angry with me that she would listen to me anymore . Now she says that she will never like me ever .
Today is the first time a girl has made me cry . Tears were coming out of my eyes . I could not stop thinking about her ...... living is nothing without kim kim in my life . I will do anything to undone the pain that I have caused .

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